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| User: | beyond_driven (6276563) |
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| Name: | beyond_driven | ||||
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| AOL IM: |  hungrysoul13 (Add Buddy, Send Message) | ||||
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| Bio: | I used to be so big and strong I used to know my right from wrong I used to never be afraid (I used to be somebody) I used to have something inside Now just this hole that's open wide I used to want it all {i used to be somebody} this is sort of my secret place where i can say things and no one who knows me can yell at me about it. i admit i'm new to "asking for advice" or "talking to others about ED's" b/c i've always been alone in this. family has suSpected and is aware but they bury their heads in the sand to it. denial is more than a river in egypt. i even admitted it to them when i stopped briefly and was seeking counseling. oh well. that doesn't last long. ED(s): bulimia, ED-NOS, anorexic tendencies though never full blown How long have you had your ED(s): Break down- Bulimia on and off between 7-13 Spurts between 15-17 ED-NOS on and off since 20 Now ED-NOS (bulimia with anorexic tendencies) Height: 5'3" CW: fluctuating between 144-147...I'VE NEVER BEEN SO FAT IN MY LIFE! BMI: 25.9 (FATTY!) LW: 108 HW: 151 Ultimate Goal: 100-110 "If children's fairy tales are one day brought up to date, the good fairy should not be allowed to forget, when she waves her wand over the cot of the princess, to endow her with the magical power of being able to eat anything she wishes without putting on weight. Slimming is practically a new religion, whose rite is the twenty-four-hour fast, whose high priests are the medical specialists, and whose pope is Gaylord Hauser." Elegance, Genevieve Antoine Dariaux~1964 | ||||
| Interests: | 14: ana, binge, breathing, carb addict, eating, ed-nos, fasting, hating food, mia, not eating, over eater, restricting, starving, thinspiration | ||||
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| Mutual Friends: | 13: a_half_pint, breefuls, broken_star01, concealedtruths, flesh_vehicle, her_true_desire, ihave_asecret2, made_of_fiction, melissarose, srasra, terapee, unprettyinside, zas | ||||
| Also Friend of: | 18: anthemicfevor, ariawannbe, chandnikotecha, cheerfantasy1, igotpunkd, jackiejealousy, lady11bug, mommyanamia, murdermirror027, mylittlesecretz, perfection87, playground_star, rhubarbbpie, stayfree_, stellafran, watchingme, xhatexvanityx, xo_thinkthin_ox | ||||
| Member of: | 10: 0_thinspiration, 28dayplan, _realthin, ana_fasts, bodyperfect, fivefootthree, natural_beauty1, thinspiring, thinspo_love, total_control | ||||
| Account type: | Basic Account | ||||
